All these pieces of my heart The ones you pull away Like a thief that's hiding in the dark Your words Forced their way Under my skin Enticed by all these silver linings keeping me awake at night Yet as phantoms they remain as I lay here still terrified It's the thought that keeps me warm As I shiver through the cold (Shiver) Holding onto all these secrets that were never told Hush Now My mind is growing still Little pins and needles that push and pull away Tiny traces of the life that I can't recreate There's still traces of you Like whispered ghosts that float through Almost imperceptible Like every trace has been consumed Enticed by all these silver linings keeping me awake at night Yet as phantoms they remain as I lay here still terrified It's the thought that keeps me warm As I shiver through the cold (Shiver) Holding onto all these secrets that were never told Hush Now My mind is growing still Hush Now Let this dream become real And I can't look back There's too much left inside the past And I can't move on The best of me is already gone Enticed by all these silver linings keeping me awake at night Yet as phantoms they remain as I lay here still terrified It's the thought that keeps me warm As I shiver through the cold (Shiver) Holding onto all these secrets that were never told Hush Now My mind is growing still Hush Now Let this dream become real

I know I tried To bide my time But now what I had Is no longer mine And I don't think I'll ever get it back It's like sand Slipping between my hands The innocence of younger years The naivete that turned into these fears With the screams you threw at me You pierced something deep Seeping through the wounds you made You left me to bleed Now I'm just a faded memory I gave up all the greatest parts of me And what's left Is no good I know I gave away more than I should Now I'm just a faded memory Not worth remembering Missing the ones that you replaced I'm forced to face the thoughts you made Now the feeling never leaves me Always in a messed up state No trust No love Now I build more walls To keep everybody else out Pieces of me left in memory A severance between who I was and who I'll be And currently I'm crawling up from beneath This grave you made for me Now I'm just a faded memory I gave up all the greatest parts of me And what's left Is no good I know I gave away more than I should Now I'm just a faded memory Not worth remembering These pieces of me left in memory And I'm in the severance between Who I was and who I'll be The innocence of younger years The naivete that turned into these fears With the screams you threw at me You pierced something deep Seeping through the wounds you made You left me to bleed Now I'm just a faded memory I gave up all the greatest parts of me And what's left Is no good I know I gave away more than I should Now I'm just a faded memory Not worth remembering

These pieces of me left in memory And I'm in the severance between Who I was and who I'll be

It's always about how you're different It's never as it was before Your world is always turning upside down These eyes don't light up anymore I've never felt so low You won't leave me alone Your face still haunts me when the sun goes down You open up your mouth but I don't recognize the sound Another night bleeding These dreams shattered and screaming Lost the power of believing Controlled and deleted I gave away myself Came back as someone else Now all these memories Don't even feel like me And you'll never see That person only looks like me When life feels like a dream I'm still incomplete (I'm still incomplete) And you'll never see (I'm still incomplete) I've never felt so low You won't leave me alone Your face still haunts me when the sun goes down You open up your mouth but I don't recognize the sound These shattered memories These faces haunting me We change with time Giving ourselves over to the hollow We become the lie As the night falls and eats the shadow You changed me I lost you Neither will know the truth You rest behind the veil I live inside this tomb There's so much still unknown And I can't let go I've never felt so low You won't leave me alone I still see your face when the sun goes down You open up your mouth but I don't recognize the sound I've never felt so low You won't leave me alone Your face still haunts me when the sun goes down (Your face) You open up your mouth but I don't recognize the sound (Haunts me)

Everything that I've ever known has gotten out of my hands The words that you say (feel like a knife in my back) Maybe I should have known it would go over my head Suddenly now (I'm in the palm of your hand) I know Things have gotten out of control (Out of control) I see it in your eyes It's got me out of my mind I think I'm under your skin It's all coming back In how the words you said Leave me only emptiness In all the back and forth How did we come to this Beneath every word you said I found the truth within No You've been dragging me down to your level Dragging me down You're dragging me down (now) Dragging me down You're dragging me down I won't be caught clawing back to the surface Everything that I've ever known has gotten out of my hands The words that you say (feel like a knife in my back) Maybe I should have known it would go over my head Suddenly now (I'm in the palm of your hand) I know Things have gotten out of control (Out of control) I see it in your eyes It's got me out of my mind I think I'm under your skin Under your skin You can't force me to change who I am anymore Back to the wall and my face to the floor With nothing left You left me the same So out of breath and sick of these games And I'm still afraid of getting too close Still so scared Of being tied down by these ropes And the hindsight I have forces me to rewatch All the moves I made Before the love was all gone And now I know All love has gone You will never understand And now it's gone but not forgotten I meant every word I never said I only wish you could have heard them Everything that I've ever known has gotten out of my hands The words that you say (feel like a knife in my back) Maybe I should have known it would go over my head Suddenly now (I'm in the palm of your hand) I know Things have gotten out of control (Out of control) I see it in your eyes It's got me out of my mind I think I'm under your skin

How could I be such a fool Somehow I always fall for you I'm still chasing the illusion Still believing it's a truth You intertwine Into the fabric of a fragile mind Threading deeper until truth can't be defined We have been deceived It's just another fallacy Searching for something here to believe There's nothing You force feed these lies Until we choke down Our own demise How many times do I have to find myself on my knees I'm begging for an answer to the questions you create for me And I can't be Who you want me to be I am sickened And torn apart By the deception you stitched into my heart You intertwine Into the fabric of a fragile mind Threading deeper until truth can't be defined You force feed these lies Until we choke down Our own demise You force feed these lies Until we choke down Our own demise I'll never have a chance To separate the past There's no looking back How am I such a fool You intertwine the lie I always fall for you Into the fragile mind How am I such a fool Forcefeed us all the lie I always fall for you Choking on our demise We have been deceived

It's all coming back to me In these fragments of a broken past This mosaic that you left to bleed Restitching until it seems intact All these painful parts Threading back together These wounds that You passed onto me Just a symptom of your history So how can we Trace liability When it's how the world shaped us to be Nothing is fine Nothing is fine And everyone will lose In this cycle of abuse This cycle of abuse It made me just like you We're caught up Consumed Condemned to the hate we grew Condemned To the hate we grew Nothing is fine Nothing is fine And everyone will lose In this cycle of abuse

Could you ever have the strength to tell me What is really wrong with me I'm always wondering Hoping there was something Maybe you could show me How things control me And I know I can place the blame On myself but in the end it doesn't change These things we say we hate We become them all the same Somewhere along the line My ears went deaf to all your cries Now I can't hear you Scream out loud at the top of your lungs now I can't be anything you need Cause I can't hear you I know I lost sight Of the good in life I lay awake with it every night Consumed with the thought of you Too much to see the truth No forest For the trees Standing in disbelief Somehow it came to be Our downfall all along was me Somewhere along the line My ears went deaf to all your cries Now I can't hear you Scream out loud at the top of your lungs now I can't be anything you need Cause I can't hear you I can't pull the knife I placed From your achilles heel I cut you deeper with all of my attempts to heal Somewhere along the line My ears went deaf to all your cries Now I can't hear you Scream out loud at the top of your lungs now I can't be anything you need Cause I can't hear you

These hollow bodies The shells we leave behind The ripples of the moments That were shared and left to die We get swept away To drown in different days Drifting through the changes As the current overtakes We've been holding our breath As we scratch to the surface I don't know if I have Enough strength in me to do this And the pain breaks Through you like a crashing wave And I wait Too scared to brave the tides Always so out of reach In seas of tragedy These faceless bodies Always haunted by a siren scream Will you reach for me Or stay a memory These fleeting moments Only hopes of actuality We've been holding our breath As we scratch to the surface I don't know if I have Enough strength in me to do this And the pain breaks Through you like a crashing wave And I wait Too scared to brave the tides Will you reach for me I'm going under And the pain breaks Through you like a crashing wave And I wait Too scared to brave the tides I'm going under

It's hard to see How any part of this Makes any sense And I don't know If my apologies Can fix it I believed It was getting better Our apologies Leaving us bitter Holding the fragments We left and scattered All that I have now Is nothing that matters I hate that it isn't hard To sink to the bottom Giving in to decay Into decay It hurts to watch this fall And sink to the bottom Everything I had fades To nothing without you It hurts to watch it fall I know we could've had it all Now there's nothing left Think of all we had I know there's no way for us to go back in time But if I had the chance to change it all I'd fix the way we'd been designed Now There's nothing left Holding the fragments We left and scattered All that I have now Is nothing that matters I hate that it isn't hard To sink to the bottom Giving in to decay Into decay It hurts to watch this fall And sink to the bottom Everything I had fades To nothing without you Everything that I had left Is nothing without you Everything that I had left Is nothing without you Everything that I had left Is nothing without you Everything that I had left Is nothing without you I hate that it isn't hard To sink to the bottom Giving in to decay Into decay It hurts to watch this fall And sink to the bottom Everything I had fades To nothing without you