Watch me Fading Endlessly replaying I'm stuck In a loop that's decaying I've been Watching My old life unfolding I'm stuck In a loop that's decaying I have been waiting for a chance to save Everything that's important to me But now I'm caught on repeat It's been So long Since my heart felt strong cause I'm stuck In a loop that's decaying Help me If you See my essence fading My heart Is not free, I'm always back at the start I'm just a cycle of mistakes Inside a circle I can't break Time Flies And I can't seem to Find My Chance to feel alive Everything is always just out of reach I can't stop feeling like I'm on repeat I am Passing my life by Wasting every choice in all this wasted time Won't you please Won't you please Won't you Take my heart apart Make my heartbeat restart (Please) Won't you Please Take my heart apart Make my heartbeat restart Everything is always just out of reach I can't stop feeling like I'm on repeat I have been waiting for a chance to save Everything that's important to me But now I'm caught on repeat It's always back and forth and back and forth I want to make my life something worth Living

I've tried for quite some time To make the best of what I have Now I find I'm blurring lines To twist away the things I can't In the midst keeping this together I'm watching myself fall apart I feel like I've been in a dream For how long I've been in the dark When the lights go out In the shadow of doubt When the sound dies Are we alive When the world ends Where forever begins In the halo of life Like an arrow through the heart Pierce the dark Tonight We will take aim and fire We will ignite a world Filled with black holes and ghosts We will tear the barrier of time Reset the motion on this life Be the vessel To bring on the change of the tides Set the Sun and Moon to align When the world ends When forever begins In the halo of life Like an arrow through the heart Pierce the dark Dark When the world ends Where forever begins In the halo of life Like an arrow through the heart Pierce the dark When the world ends Where forever begins In the halo of life Like an arrow through the heart Pierce the dark Dark

Take me back to who I was before I don't recognize who I am anymore Take me back to the way things used to be It's hard to face the mirror with what is reflecting Break through if you have the strength But I find that I'm fading with the passing of days I take what I can where I can find it The detail is in what is behind it Take away the mask and find out This whole time I've been carving myself out What's done is done Even if it's too real I'll face the fact A deal with the devil is still a deal Take me back to who I was before I don't recognize who I am anymore Take me back to who I was before I don't recognize who I am anymore Would you take me back to the way things used to be Cause I can't see past this make believe And I know I that it is best for me To keep my feet in reality But I couldn't keep on living in a feeling that I'm chasing And I know that I'm imagining the world in which I'm facing And the problem is making this up as I go Constrained by what I already know As if I couldn't grow up I up and left Spent all my time just scared to death Living like that makes it hard to rest Felt like I can't catch a breath Would I go back cause of how I feel? Experienced, but nothing real Surgery as a way to heal A deal with the devil is still a deal Would I go back with what I know now And would the knowledge change my life around I know there's too many choices to count But would I still be on the path that I went down Before when I felt so sure of my self worth Take me back to who I was before I don't recognize who I am anymore Take me back to who I was before I don't recognize who I am anymore Take me back Take me back Take me back to who I was Take me back to who I was Take me back to who I was before! I don't recognize who I am anymore Take me back to who I was before Before when I felt so sure I don't recognize who I am anymore

So tell me where are you now When everything is falling down There's a sickness around Pulling us beneath this ground This time it's taking a toll This time we've lost all control And we're left all alone Oh God where are you now I travelled to the depths of hell Came face to face with myself Burn away in the lake of fire Down here we'll stay sick forever This world is laid to waste Disgusting and depraved Giving in to dark desire Down here we'll stay sick forever How can you save someone's soul When you can't even save your own Infections deep in our bones Choking out and killing us slow This time we've lost all control So alone so willing to all let go Oh God where are you now I travelled to the depths of hell Came face to face with myself Burn away in the lake of fire Down here we'll stay sick forever This world is laid to waste Disgusting and depraved Oh God where are you now I travelled to the depths of hell Came face to face with myself Burn away in the lake of fire Down here we'll stay sick forever This world is laid to waste Disgusting and depraved Giving in to dark desire Down here we'll stay sick forever We're drowning deeper into dark desire Watching the tar pull us deep as the flames grow higher We're sinking deeper in this dark empire Giving our souls away to watch as the flames grow higher This world is laid to waste Disgusting and depraved Oh God where are you now

In the back of my eyelids It's a violent virus Piercing the mind Like knives in the iris Eyelids Giving way to the mindless Time spent divided by my paralytic vices In the back of my eyelids This indelicate division separates the consciousness Feed the mind with visions I can't seem to comprehend Always just beyond my reasoning, I can't understand I'm torn apart by misunderstanding imaginary art It's always dark these days even when the world wakes Contemplating all the dangers and the risks we have to take I fade away through the day faking everything point blank Piling on the list of every mistake that I make I probably could've been something by now Instead I lay back start to slow myself down Choking on smoke in the haze of the day Wasted the hours sleepwalking awake I'm chasing the sun but I'm caught by the earth Reaching for stars but I drag in the dirt Searching the world for something that works How many failures until I learn Watching the world as it swallows me whole Eaten by darkness down straight the core Discordant clairvoyance unravels the soul Confusion reducing to nothing at all The chaos of life unfolds in the abyss The hindsight is cursing me with what I missed The future mirage teases me as it twists The danger indulging the subconsciousness In the back of my eyelids It's a violent virus Piercing the mind Like knives in the iris Silence Giving way to the mindless Time spent divided by my paralytic vices Every wire and vein begins to intertwine Our grey matter is shining bright Burning in a fiery light Our minds all come to life Synchronicity inside the silence Blinded by the phoenix of our lives as it arises Oh let go If I let it get the best of me Overwriting all of my history Caught between two states I breathe A life spent stuck in binary Consciousness and what's beneath Tempted by the bliss of disbelief Surrender consuming so easily The garden of Eden tempting me I don't know what brought me here Was it the love or was it fear Why do I bleed to breathe this air Why do I feel the need to dream for years Haunted by the demon sleep That's carving claws so deep in me This heart beat battery So faint but beating In the back of my eyelids It's a violent virus Piercing the mind Like knives in the iris Eyelids Giving way to the mindless Time spent divided by my paralytic vices Haunted by the demon sleep That's carving claws so deep in me This heart beat battery So faint but beating

I am waiting on my own ending Trying my best to disappear Chasing my own disillusion While I'm wasting away in fear Waiting on everything I cannot see Everything that makes me weak I am facing the end of the innocent All alone deep in my questioning Why would we bleed Crashing on the waves Why we bleed Drowning for anything I'm replacing myself with new pieces Parts of me that I don't need The weaknesses given into entropy The chaos that infects the seed Waiting on everything i cannot see The heart beating in the machine I am facing the end of the innocent All alone deep in the questioning Why would we bleed Crashing on the waves Why we bleed Drowning for anything Don't you see We're only machines Wishing we could be Something we're not Why would we bleed Crashing on the waves Why we bleed Drowning for anything

When you feel time begin to slow In the fleeting moments floating as the world is slowing The spirit in your soul Closing every chapter in the story that is now devouring Frozen by the fear of having to let go Trapped between a nightmare and everything I've ever known Taken away Don't let go until I know it's safe So afraid to let it go to waste I don't want to run away Knowing that it's too late But I feel my self decay And there's no escape It is too late It's too late Finger to the pulse of the end of time Thoughts break down in the back of my mind My eyes bend to the undefined Can't describe the static that grows and twists the light Falling to the sky reaching for a hand to hold Trapped between a nightmare and everything that I hold close Taken away I only wish I knew that it was safe Afraid I'm letting myself go to waste I don't want to run away Knowing that it's too late But I feel my self decay And there's no escape It is too late It's too late I don't want to run away Knowing that it's too late But I feel my self decay And there's no escape I don't want to run away Knowing that it's too late But I feel my self decay And there's no escape It is too late It's too late

We We were never alive We were never alive Faded life is so overrated I can't even fake it What have I become I pale in the light of the sun I travel the shadows at night And I follow the pale moonlight We We were never alive Defined by the concept of time Beyond comprehension of a mortal mind Fractured and fading a lineage dies A thousand eyes inhabit the skies Shadowed in backgrounds for eternity Burrowing deep for undead centuries The moon is the goddess and all that we see The sunlight is poison to this chemistry Eternally cold in a house grown of bones Engraved on our skin are the stories of old Yearning for truth we were spurned To the outskirts of earth, condemned and cursed From dust we returned Only to burn Pale It's so cold It's so cold It's so cold My life is so overrated I honestly just can't take it I wonder what I've become I pale in the light of the sun Pale

I see the writing on the wall Sometimes it's clear to me But the venom takes control I'm always set up just to fall Because I know where I am weak Afraid to crawl out of this hole It's all coming back It follows me until I slowly fade to black So afraid to light the match Illuminating everything I know I lack I don't know if I can do this right I need to hear your voice tonight All my life I feel like I've been carrying a weight Dragging down my spirit as my bones begin to break I'm desperate to find the answers Cut it out Kill the cancer Infecting everyone around us Kill the virus Let it die It's not who we are It's not who we want to be It's hard to trust at all these days Sometimes I let myself believe Until eventually it slips away Afraid it's written on my face As if I wore it on my sleeve And now it cannot be erased Always wrestling this mental state Trapped again I can't escape I'm tangled in the mess I've made Unhealthy habits become practice Halfway laughing halfway damaged Good intentioned bad decisions Left me in these existential self revisions All my life I feel like I've been carrying a weight Dragging down my spirit as my bones begin to break I'm desperate to find the answers Cut it out Kill the cancer Infecting everyone around us Kill the virus Let it die It's not who we are It's not who we want to be Anymore What will I find Inside of me When the time comes And I see What I find (Kill the cancer, kill the virus) Inside of me When the time comes And I see All my life I feel like I've been carrying a weight Dragging down my spirit as my bones begin to break I'm desperate to find the answers Cut it out Kill the cancer Infecting everyone around us Kill the virus Let it die It's not who we are It's not who we want to be Anymore

When you feel the way I feel Everything wrong seems to never heal Like the world is in decay And the acid rain eats my heart away These knuckles worn down to the bone Throat so scratched I can barely choke Cuts reopen and never close Regard the world in grim repose Here inside this place Everything around is a disgrace In the static I find that nothing around is what it seems Panic attack won't retract it's claws from where I sleep Nothing here is breathing Not alive no meaning It isn't safe to free your mind This is where dreams go to die When it feels all too real Everything here has lost it's appeal And the world that used to save your eyes Melts into a burning mess of crimson skies In the static I find that nothing around is what it seems Panic attack won't retract it's claws from where I sleep Nothing here is breathing Not alive no meaning It isn't safe to free your mind This is where dreams go to die In the static I find that nothing around is what it seems Panic attack won't retract it's claws from where I sleep Nothing here is breathing Not alive no meaning It isn't safe to free your mind This is where dreams go to die

Watch as this world fades Chasing down the dragon Swallowing each other whole I have tied my own hands I don't know who's in control And I can't seem to let go Of everything I've grown to know It forms to me Withstands the ebb and flow I watch as All my thoughts and feelings go Further up and further in to a black hole With my back against a wall This white knuckle withdrawal Shattering it all Desperate to avoid the fall Falling further into paranoia Deeper down into the void I am watching my soul escape In all the wrong ways All my thoughts and feelings go Further up and further into a black hole Watch as this world fades I watch as all my thoughts and feelings go Further up and further into a black hole All my thoughts and feelings go Further up and further into a black hole All my thoughts and feelings go (thoughts and feelings go) Further up and further into a black hole (further up and further into a black hole) All my thoughts and feelings go (thoughts and feelings go) Further up and further into a black hole

Each bloom of the flower Is the first step to a wilting death As the petal falls frail and still And crumbles down to rest We are caught in the instant Of vibrancy and breath Building cages around ourselves To protect the mortal flesh Blinded by the sight of every light that's in existence Being purged from all our lives within the matter of an instant Deep inside the darkness that we've summoned We're devoid of all resistance We've been balanced on the precipice of this destructive imminence Everything we've ever known is crashing down In this desperation I've succumbed to lashing out It's suffocating knowing without shadow of a doubt We've confined ourselves to life inside the aftermath of battlegrounds There's only chaos now There's only chaos now There's only chaos now There's only chaos now At the end of all Drowned in the embers of these walls Consumed by the night Our lives will all ignite At the end of all Can I hold my head upright It's coming for you Out of body out of mind We're falling Deeper down into the void Eternal life in limbo Purgatory until it's all destroyed Death And life The intersection Where it coincides The fall The rise The intersection Where it coincides At the end of all Drowned in the embers of these walls Consumed by the night Our lives will all ignite At the end of all Can I hold my head upright At the end Of all The end of all The End Of All