We close our eyes And try to imagine life This is how it all ends When everyone goes blind We'll never see the light Let a shiver reign in the cold Observe the ripples as they go The northern lights behold My veins alight with eyelids closed (And it feels like) Intoxicating inhalation Addiction infatuation Lost in dedication to the art of my creation Flames flicker underneath a drowning moon These moments I can't share with you are always gone too soon (You are always always gone too soon) I am the comet falling from the sky I am closing both my eyes I am the tie between the great divides I am searching for the light Flying past the panes of glass In the middle of the night Phoenix forming from the ash Under the pale moonlight Lashes intertwined Inside of a subconscious mind I built this world of my design Only so I could call it mine Intoxicating inhalation Addiction infatuation Lost in dedication to the art of my creation As I watch these worlds collide In sunrise and sunset alike By concrete and by neon lights The world comes to life Writing my own destiny I scatter galaxies to see My beating heart (beat) battery Feeding electric scenery Effectively infinitely Enraptured in divinity Mastering the magic of revitilizing imagery The horizon flourishing A glow is coursing over me The moments that I love the most Are closing all too suddenly I drift away with nothing left to prove (prove) Clutching to a memory that I am scared to lose (I'm scared to lose) Flames flicker underneath a drowning moon These moments I can't share with you are always gone too soon (Gone too soon) I am the tie between the great divides Flying past the panes of glass In the middle of the night Phoenix forming from the ash Under the pale moonlight We close our eyes And try to imagine life This is how it all ends I am the comet! Flying past the panes of glass In the middle of the night (Gone too soon) Phoenix forming from the ash Under the pale moonlight (You are always always gone too soon) Flying past the panes of glass In the middle of the night (Gone too soon) Phoenix forming from the ash Under the pale moonlight (Gone too soon)

Into the mind Just like the thousand times before Running from light And all the signs that I've ignored Falling deeper into this obsession Feeling cold and alone I've been losing all of my direction Digging myself into a hole I'm afraid of what I've lost in the tension Of making hell into a home I live inside a world of delusion The only fear that I know What if I can't wake up From myself What if it's too late now Did I build a life inside a cell What if I can't wake up From this nightmare What if it's too late now Did I build a life inside a cell I'm here again Letting my surroundings fade I'm always after what I don't have I can't capture what I chase Into the night Where the void has spoken Delusion into being What if I can't wake up From myself What if it's too late now Did I build a life inside a cell What if I can't wake up From this nightmare What if it's too late now Did I build a life inside a cell Twisting and turning inside of my head Burning away from every end Faking my way through the days as I wake Chasing a way for my soul to escape What if I can't wake up From myself What if it's too late now Did I build a life inside a cell What if I can't wake up From this nightmare What if it's too late now Did I build a life inside a cell What if I can't wake up now Into the night

I still feel like a monster under my skin There's something burning out from within With a static eating away down into the core Scattering the fragments of a life that I've ignored But I'm still searching for ways to make the pain die Still searching for something inside Searching Searching I still feel like I'm haunted from the inside Paranormal entity engulfing my mind Lights are flickering around me, sanity is dropping Too far gone to realize that there's no stopping But I'm still searching for ways to make the pain die Still searching for something inside Still searching Still searching But I'm still searching for ways to make the pain die Still searching for something inside Still searching Still searching

I'm coming down for the last time Wasted the hours chasing different lights If I could see what I really need maybe I could end this cycle of disintegration The broken pieces lay before me like the chapters of a story that will never find completion On the run When I've become numb to the touch I'm so far gone From everyone that I've ever loved Following the sun These hands are worn out from the endless nights It's a different scene but it's the same fights If I could see what I really need maybe I could end this cycle of incineration Burning everything before me like the chapters of a story that will never find completion On the run When I've become numb to the touch I'm so far gone From everyone that I've ever loved Following the sun On the run When I've become numb to the touch I'm so far gone From everyone that I've ever loved Following the sun

I feel love like a heartbeat And though your pulse is faint (faint) I see a glow where the veins meet And know your hearts awake (wake) I hold on to the memory (to the memory) Of when we used to be able to feel that way (Didn't feel so faint) Is this alive We're barely breathing Between two worlds we don't believe in Your breath is faint but I hear it Is this alive We're barely breathing Between two worlds we don't believe in Your breath is faint but I hear it (Faint) Faint Faint Your breath is faint (Faint) But I hear it Between two worlds we don't believe in And I burned down the bridges After I thought I crossed the river But winter had its promises That shattered as they shivered I never understood How seasons could be so bleak And you were gone too soon With all the words you wouldn't speak I fell beneath the surface Of the raging river rapids And I swear you would have heard it If you cared that it had happened I became the ocean Lost in my own depth A broken frozen motion Pulling memories from my chest The morning mist between the water and the stars Reflect shimmering moments we know only as ours Is this alive We're barely breathing Between two worlds we don't believe in Your breath is faint but I hear it Is this alive We're barely breathing Between two worlds we don't believe in Your breath is faint but I hear it (Faint) Faint Faint Your breath is faint (Faint) But I hear it Your breath is faint (Faint) But I hear it (But I hear it) Is this alive We're barely breathing I feel you in the night Your breath is faint (Faint) (Faint) (Faint)

From the ashes of the phoenix fade to black A neon light catches the water and I watch as it refracts Practically factually lost in the fallacy of sabotaging my own act of sanity like: Am I the problem Am I the fraud Am I the child caught playing as God I wish I was not but I'm lost in a thought That caused the world to fall off as I walk And now I am lost in the world that I wrought Earth is gone but my wandering's not A comet crashes in the sea of disbelief I close my eyes to fireflies and all the waves crash over me If I sleep inside this dream what kind of change will I see Inception grown from tampering with complex machinery I risk it all every day, my heart is scarred out on my sleeve Underneath all these anxieties I feel it's hard to breathe I've spent my time Watching from the sidelines Pretending everything is alright Wondering if you will be mine Inside the smoke it's like my lungs are made of stone I only choke out fragments of the words that I would call my own In front of me stumbling words that I'm fumbling probably would've been better off mumbling I am the problem I am the fraud I am the child caught playing at God Maybe I'm wrong but then maybe I'm not This rock and a hard place has me pretty caught I can't decide which side I am on I wonder where the line was drawn If I retreat to mysteries of life's complexities If I never pick a side at least can I feel free to be Anything I want to be I am constantly in flux I trust the world has made a home for all of those like us Leave me in my reverie and trust that I won't let this body rust Our glowing aura brushes light across the growing dusk I've spent my time Watching from the sidelines Pretending everything is alright Wondering if you will be mine I've spent my time Watching from the sidelines Pretending everything is alright Wondering if you will be mine I've spent my time Watching from the sidelines Pretending everything is alright Wondering if you will be mine

There's a bit of back and forth in every word I say Like somewhere along the line I committed to hesitate Constantly living in a mental debate Begin to wonder if I'll ever escape this fate These words in my mouth leave a bitter taste Leaving me to wonder if there was a better way If I let myself worry I'll keep withering away Wishing my mind didn't leave me in disarray Relentless Tormented by endless questions Dragging my heart down I just want to figure myself out I'm always drowning in self doubt It only takes one thought to turn everything around Always losing control To thoughts that I can't control And it can be a long road to reality Pulling myself back from the brink of insanity So misguided I've tried to hide the fact that my mind is always divided Because I've been breaking down inside Like the mechanism making up my mind is fried With a blinding light as the fire takes flight burning me alive eclipse the night Looking for a way to locate some sense There's gotta be a good way this all ends Desperate for a little bit of confidence Living in an indecision always makes my heart tense Relentless Tormented by endless questions Dragging my heart down I just want to figure myself out I'm always drowning in self doubt It only takes one thought to turn everything around Always losing control To thoughts that I can't control All this indecision coming through my vision Focused on the heart beat but it's like I never listen Surroundings feeling like they're coming down around me I want to leave better than I was when you found me Paranoia hoping to destroy us Dragging my heart down I just want to figure myself out I'm always drowning in self doubt It only takes one thought to turn everything around Always losing control To thoughts that I can't control Self doubt It only takes one thought to turn everything around Always losing control To thoughts that I can't control

I spend all my time Staring through a two way mirror But sometimes I find That the face staring back at me is clearer I can't quite make out what's on the other side Is this a faded remnant of a different life How long does it take to realize these lies are all part of my design We don't belong We don't belong Somehow this version of me Distorts and changes I can't explain it So tell me what do you see I want to know what versions exist Of all the lives I could live Was this life even worth it I'm giving all I can give But I don't know if it's even working Now it all looks the same The suffocating city lights pull me in Like a moth to the flame Disoriented by a fake reflection We don't belong We don't belong We don't belong I don't want to live inside a fake reflection We don't belong We don't belong I don't want to live inside a fake reflection I don't want to live- We don't belong We don't belong

Tell me when the wind will die Because I always feel like I am on the wrong side of time Chasing after things I can't find Worrying that I might have let my life pass me by And if I try to move onward I'm afraid all my fears will be exposed And if I hide any longer I'll be left out in the cold There's something in the wind That is slowly haunting me Dragging me into a grave I don't want to have to dig Maybe it's the ghost of everything I left behind Chasing dreams I never find Leaving parts of me to die There's something in the wind That is slowly haunting me Dragging me into a grave I don't want to have to dig Burying my heart away Maybe it's the ghost of everything I left behind Chasing dreams I never find Leaving parts of me to die Moving on as if it's all the same When the sun that burns above Sets on everything that I've done What will I see inside the facts When everything around me fades to black Eyes wide through a looking glass Dying of the light as it starts to crash Faced with the pain to stay the same Against the pain to make the change And if I try to move onward I'm afraid all my fears will be exposed And if I hide any longer I'll be left out in the cold There's something in the wind That is slowly haunting me Dragging me into a grave I don't want to have to dig Burying my heart away Maybe it's the ghost of everything I left behind Chasing dreams I never find Leaving parts of me to die Moving on as if it's all the same All I know is falling down Placing all my parts into the ground All I know is burning down Changing everything about who I am now There's something in the wind That is slowly haunting me Dragging me into a grave I don't want to have to dig Burying my heart away Maybe it's the ghost of everything I left behind Chasing dreams I never find Leaving parts of me to die Moving on as if it's all the same (Haunting me) (Haunting me)

I paint a perfect picture No one will ever know I build myself the brushes and hide inside the strokes Imagined all these images and dove into the words I wrote Call myself the architect but haven't built myself a home Life inside a frame (Inside a frame) I feel like I can't escape (Can't escape) Watching as the colours fade (Colours fade) As the morning turns to night (Turns to night) Maybe I'm just not alright (Not alright) I daydream a fantasy And terraform in tragedy Imagined myself in a world and dove in with both my eyes closed Call myself the architect but haven't built myself a home I design a perfect picture In poetry and prose I sketch out the pages and hide inside the strokes Imagined all these images and dove into the words I wrote Call myself the architect but haven't built myself a home Life inside a page (Inside a page) I feel like I can't escape (Can't escape) Wishing the letters would change (would change) As the morning turns to night (Turns to night) Maybe I'm just not alright (Not alright) (Maybe I'm just not alright) Life inside a frame (Inside a frame) I feel like I can't escape (Can't escape) Watching as the colours fade (Colours fade) As the morning turns to night (Turns to night) Maybe I'm just not alright (Not alright) (Life inside a page) I feel like I can't escape (Can't escape) Wishing the letters would change (Would change) As the morning turns to night (Turns to night) Maybe I'm just not alright (Not alright) (Life inside a frame) I feel like I can't escape (Can't escape) Watching as the colours fade (Colours fade) As the morning turns to night (Turns to night) Maybe I'm just not alright (Not alright)

I'm trapped in a world I don't understand Comatose watching time slip out of my hands Numb to it all and clinging to the past Nothing more than reflections deep in the glass Madness in our hearts and our minds Our clock beginning to twist and unwind This life draining light from the eyes Time will tell if anything will change We're living in the end of days These hollow eyes may never wake We're set to terminate The shadows eat away as we all detach Dissociating so that we don't feel the impact The cracked glass begins to cut and scratch Nothing more than static Let it all collapse Madness in our hearts and our minds Our clock beginning to twist and unwind This life draining light from the eyes Time will tell if anything will change We're living in the end of days These hollow eyes may never wake We're set to terminate We're set to terminate Time will tell if anything will change We're living in the end of days These hollow eyes may never wake Time will tell if anything will change We're living in the end of days These hollow eyes may never wake We're set to terminate

Dark clouds of a mind make it hard to breathe Listening as the world sleeps without me I feel the pressure in my chest as my heart beats me down below The faces of people I'll never meet consuming me Until they're all I see The memories of when I left off Slowly give way to the ticking clocks Until all seems lost And everything is gone Can you tell me is there anybody here I've been waiting for what feels like years Watching as the air turns cold This wasteland of a soul Let our hearts drift down below Take me down where I hide Down below my mind When I hide away from truth Like all the other fearful people do Now I lay me down to death I've been looking up at a world above Feeling like it is so out of reach Down below where the rain will come to rest and no one knows me Breaking ground in fabled times Romanticizing midnight lives Silhouettes of passing lights My eyelids flicker on the inside It gets so cold that I begin to shake Tossing and turning always half awake So don't you know Down below my heart is growing cold All alone Can't you see There's something choking the air I breathe Eating away at me Can anybody hear me out hear me out here alone? Take me down where I hide Down below my mind When I hide away from truth Like all the other fearful people do So don't you turn your back on me now I need someone somewhere somehow To help me out And when I feel like I have been lost inside myself for way too long I try to move along But I try my best and I still come up short Caught somewhere between forgotten and ignored The memories of when I left off Slowly give way to the ticking clocks Until all seems lost And everything is gone Is there anybody here I've been waiting for what feels like years Watching as the air turns cold This wasteland of a soul Let our hearts drift down below Take me down where I hide Down below my mind When I hide away from truth Like all the other fearful people do Tell me is there anybody here I've been waiting for what feels like years Watching as the air turns cold This wasteland of a soul Let our hearts drift down below Take me down where I hide Down below my mind When I hide away from truth Like all the other fearful people do Down below Let our hearts drift down below I don't even know if what I feel is real